My first live show

My first live show was wonderful

My first live show has been anticipated for awhile. But I never thought I’d ever get to this place, sitting in front of a webcam, doing a live Q and A, about the most intimate details of my life. Finally yesterday in the early evening, I did my first live internet show about my incestuous lifestyle. To my surprise, I absolutely loved it. It was exhilarating, like finally being able to be myself without holding back.

I’ve spent so many years living quietly, hiding parts of myself, but yesterday I bared my soul to complete strangers. And they cared! They wanted to know about my life, my experiences, and my thoughts. It was the most liberating feeling I’ve had in a long time.

The show started with a bit of nervousness. I had set up the webcam on the patio, making sure everything was just right. I didn’t know how many people would tune in or what kind of questions I’d get, but as soon as I went live, the screen lit up with messages. “Hello!” “So excited to hear from you!” “You look great!” Those initial greetings made my heart swell with joy. It was like I had an instant connection with these people, even though I had never met them.

As the questions started coming in, I felt a rush of excitement. People wanted to know about my incestuous relationship, and my family relationships in general. I answered each question honestly, sometimes laughing, sometimes pausing to think. It was so empowering to share my story, to talk about the struggles and the joys of being who I am. It felt like I was talking to friends, people who understood and appreciated the journey I’ve been on.

Because I was answering questions as they came, I was never sure what direction the live would take. As expected, a few people requested that I reveal some body parts, I obliged with a couple of quick flashes. I especially appreciated the viewer whose chat comments would cover details which I have gone into on my site. He was sort of responding to other questions as they popped up while I was still thoughtfully answering another. This helped me to avoid missing anyone and draw attention to the fact that my site has many of the most intimate aspects of my life, particularly the most often asked.

However, some of the questions really surprised me, and my response is direct, unscripted and genuine. I am sure that anyone watching this will enjoy the light honest approach I took to answering them. That’s what made the whole experience worth it—the feeling that by sharing my life, I might be helping others feel less alone, more understood.

Highlights of the show

If you don’t want to actually watch the show then here it is on spotify

When the show ended, I was buzzing with energy. I had connected with so many wonderful people, and I couldn’t wait to do it again. My story, my legacy is just beginning to be told. I can’t wait to see where this new adventure takes me, and I’m so grateful for every person who was there with me last night. Here’s to more shows, more stories, and more connection.

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