Blonde Tabu Podcast 07, I desire my mom
Blonde Tabu Podcast 07 could have been better in my opinion. It’s just been a question of too many things to do and not enough time in the day to get them done. I should also add that I’m a little on the nutty side because I refuse to sacrifice my gym time. Well, the result is that I was a little rushed to get this podcast done but my previous episode is worth listening too again.
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I have decided to talk a little about a conspiracy theory of sorts. I have mentioned in previous podcasts the the prevailing attitudes against certain consensual sexual behaviors lack concrete evidence to support claims that they are damaging to society. In fact, more damage seems to be done by the social stigma and isolation that continue to haunt those who find themselves wanting an adult relationship with the “wrong” person.
The powers that be seem to be hellbent on controlling our behavior. We have gone from equal rights for the LGBT community, to so many additions and definition changes that these communities are losing cohesion. When you look back to the beginnings of these movements, the push was for acceptance to be given the same rights as “normal families”. Now there is no “normal” when it comes to family, as traditional families are a dying breed. Less than half of all marriages survive and although the divorce rate is officially on the decline, this is entirely offset by the fact that so many less people are getting married in the first place. And it should be noted that the sharp decline in marriage numbers is including numbers for homosexual unions, which were not even possible when marriage was common place.
I can’t help but see a conspiracy to destroy families. It is obvious that healthy, trusting relationships especially generational ones hurt their sphere of influence and are therefore something to despise. So society has been structured to have us turning to the experts and not our loved ones when we feel ourselves floundering. Further diminishing our reliance on each other and fostering our dependence on them. Hopefully my stand against this oppression will make others re-evaluate their personal relationships with their loved ones and with the powers that be.
I have decided to share with you a recent letter. Mostly because this is a reoccurring subject, both in emails and among those who book one on one time with me. Direct conversations available through my site, are much more personalized. I can only offer so much in response to a one sided letter. But hopefully this and my response will reach some of you who are struggling with the same questions.
Dear Blonde Tabu
I hope this letter finds you well. I am writing to you today with a burden that has become too heavy for me to carry alone. I am a 20-year-old male, and I have recently returned home from college for summer break. Upon my arrival, I was greeted by my mother, Susan, who has raised me with unconditional love and support. However, something unexpected and deeply troubling has occurred during this visit.
As I embraced my mother, I got hard, this is the first time this has ever happened. I found myself overwhelmed with a desire for her that I cannot explain or understand. I have tried to suppress these feelings, but they continue to grow stronger with each passing day.
My guilt is compounded by a secret that I have carried since puberty. For years, I have been stealing my mother’s used panties from the laundry bin and masturbating in them while fantasizing about sex with her. These stolen moments of pleasure have only fueled my unnatural desires, and I fear that I am losing control.
I am tormented by guilt and confusion. I love my mother dearly, and the thought of acting on these desires fills me with shame. Yet, the pull towards her is undeniable. I fear that if I stay in this house, I may cross a line that can never be uncrossed.
Please, help me navigate this terrible dilemma. Should I confess my feelings and my secret to my mother and risk our relationship, or should I try to confront these desires on my own? I am desperate for guidance and hope that you can provide some clarity in this dark moment.
Sincerely, A Troubled Soul
Ok. Unfortunately, there is no magic check list of boxes to tick that guarantee someone will be receptive to an honest discussion about incestual feelings. I wish there was. It would make things so much easier for everyone. But until we have removed the longstanding stigma against it, every person who finds themselves longing for an excellent familial relationship to morph into a very adult and physical one, will go through this self-questioning.
Truthfully finding a family partner when you are incest-sexual is like winning the lottery. But more than that, it’s like betting on the long-shot. Are you willing to take your life-savings, for a chance to win big ? Or are you going to play more conservatively, making little wagers that allow you to spend time with the person you love, without any chance of getting the jackpot. Because if you bet everything and it doesn’t payoff, you might lose everything too.
In this letter several things jump out to me. First that his attraction is a perfectly natural reflection of a very loving relationship with a dedicated mother. He is at the stage in his life when people start to think about life partners, and without even a girlfriend, his Mom has become more than the prototype, she is now his sole focus. But what also jumps out is his guilt, and shame; because in all likelihood these feelings reflect his mother’s attitude to the subject. This possibility is reinforced by his use of the word “risk” when talking about sharing his feelings.
Given my evaluation of the situation as it has been presented, I would not gamble on making any revelation. The stakes seem too high. You have a wonderful relationship, something many desire, is that worth risking for potential lust? Or can you control yourself, and get your release by other means? Just because I have been fortunate enough to have an incestual relationship, does not mean that I think it will be just as easy for anyone else. In fact we had months of a frustratingly painful dance of intention without communication despite both of us where wanting the same thing. But ultimately the decision to speak up depends on if you being honest with yourself not only on what is more valuable to you, but also on the level of communication that you and your mom are capable of sharing. Because even if the lust is there for her as well, if her desire to maintain social propriety is great enough, she will deny herself what she wants, simply to stay a “good, wholesome and respectable” mother.
That’s the end of Blond Tabu Podcast 07 and I hope that this helps you, and anyone else who is listening with the same questions. Remember if you want to have a personal and private discussion with me, I can be reached through my site. BlondeTabu.com – Until next time.
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