Blonde Tabu Podcast 06 – Rhonda’s letter
Blonde Tabu Podcast 06 discusses a a problem which so many of us have. That problem is how to be incestsexuals in a world which marginalizes us. I got a letter from a woman named Rhonda and of course spoker to her on the phone. Also, don’t forget that I have other podcast episodes that you can listen too. As always, the transcript to the podcast is below.
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Start Transcript – Blonde Tabu Podcast 06
Hello my family and welcome back to my Blonde Tabu podcast edition. The place where we talk about Genetic Sexual Attraction. That is people who are attracted to their immediate family members. Otherwise known as incestsexuals.
Just in case this is your 1st time listening, I’ll introduce myself. The topic of incest and what it means to be an incest-sexual is very personal for me. I’m a woman who knows what it feels like to have her adult son between her legs. Experiencing the exquisite pleasure of having his shaft sliding inside my vagina and his hot tongue in my mouth. Not to mention the ecstatic pleasure of sharing that moment when his body explodes all over or inside of me the accumulation of our passion filled tryst. Yes, to all of you curiosity driven spectators, his hot spurts of semen have coated my breasts and filled me many times.
That young man calls me mom, but you can call me Blonde Tabu.
You can learn all about me on my site : BlondeTabu.com (B..L..O..N..D..E…T..A..B..U.com)
Now I am fighting for freedom from social persecution to have consensual incest. When it comes to the elites there has always been one set of rules for them and other for us.
Ask this yourself this question. The same wealthy people who bought an island just so they could abuse the innocent, would they hold back from fucking their immediate family members, even if incest was as bad as they claim ?
Or, in addition to indulging their sexual cravings, would they use it like the ancient Egyptians did to maintain wealth and power within their family ?
From what I’ve read, the ancient Pharaohs had a legacy that lasted over 3000 years and incest played a large part in how they maintained power. Rest assured that the elites know this and they see us as a threat to their hegemony. So, they do their sons, daughters and pair up sisters with their brothers for both the reasons to keep the wealth they accumulate in their family, and because there’s no one who can prevent them from indulging their desires.
But it’s a big go fuck yourself for the rest of us.
For the loyalty alone that incest can create scares the crap out of them. A man and his daughter decide to marry and have children is more than an emotional bond… It’s a blood bond !
He and his daughter are of the same blood. What flows their her veins flows in his ! Their offspring have an even greater connection to them. The simple truth is that a man will fight for his own family before he’ll fight for his country. His loyalty is all those who have his blood flowing through them. The last people he’ll care about are a handful of wealthy pricks who made themselves our governmental overlords.
Those who call themselves our rulers want people without attachments because they’re easy to manipulate. Someone disconnected from family will seek to belong to something else. They will adapt themselves to fit in with another group identity and the more they invest into that, the more committed they are to it. Sex was once something shared between loving and committed individuals, a sacred bond, that was often rewarded with prized offspring. Today it is about personal gratification, and pregnancy, once celebrated, is all too often seen as a consequence for poorly choosing a sex partner. This type of thinking is where they start to breakdown our family attachments. Exasperating the situation with financial stress and external interference.
Today’s podcast contribution is a letter from a woman trying to understand her sexual craving. She’s been wrestling with her incestuous thoughts and needs, for what appears to be most of her life. As always, I spoke to her on the phone before sharing, to validate what she wrote for authenticity.
What I found was a grown woman on the verge of tears. So much of what she confided in me resonated with my own experiences. Like her, I want to be my father’s wife and there’s no mountain that I wouldn’t climb to make it happen. But unlike her, I’ve come to accept that my incestuous needs and I’ve been blessed with an immediate family member who has them too. In contrast, she seems alone in her struggle.
Here’s the letter she wrote
Dear Blonde Tabu,
Where to start ? It’s always so difficult to try and talk about my problem because I’ve been taught that everything I desire is some how a sign of mental illness or evil. But I don’t think that I’m mentally ill and I certainly don’t feel like a bad person. My problem is that I’m stuck between what my heart wants and listening to everyone telling me that I’m wrong for wanting those things.
OK, here goes. I am a 30-year-old woman, and I’m looking for guidance on a deeply personal and unsettling issue that has been weighing on my mind for as long as I can remember. I have been struggling with feelings of physical attraction and incestuous desires towards my immediate male family members, mostly my father, since I was a young child. In fact, I don’t remember a time in my life that I haven’t felt this way.
Growing up, my family was close-knit, and I cherished the bond I shared with my father and brothers. However, alongside the loving and innocent affection I felt for them, I also experienced inappropriate desires that made me feel ashamed and confused. I vividly remember my first crush being on my older brother several years before I hit puberty, the thoughts were innocent enough had they been for the boy next door, but already I knew that having a crush like this was something I couldn’t talk about. As I grew older, my feelings and desires only intensified.
As a teenager, I tried to suppress my desires and focus on building relationships with friends and classmates outside of my family. I even pursued romantic relationships with guys who were not related to me, hoping that it would help me overcome my forbidden feelings. All those relationships and each one that I’ve had since has been a disaster. No matter how hard I tried, the thoughts of being intimate with my father or brothers has never left my mind. Actually, they’ve grown as I’ve gotten older
My mother passed away when I was ten years old, leaving my father a widower and our family forever changed. Despite the loss, our close bond held us together, and the intensity of my feelings for my dad grew stronger. In my mind, I believed that he should have taken me to be his new wife and I would have happily given myself to him had he shown any interest.
Recently, I came across an online community dedicated to people who identify as “incestsexual.” They describe feeling a deep and unwavering sexual attraction towards their immediate family members. I couldn’t believe that there were others out there who shared similar feelings to mine. It made me feel validated and I’m guessing that I still need others to tell me that I’m not crazy or a potential predator. Obviously, I’m different than most people but does that make me dangerous ?
I’m so tired of being made to feel that these feelings are wrong, and that I should be deeply ashamed of them. I love my father dearly, and I would never want to do anything to hurt him or jeopardize our relationships. But at the same time, I can’t seem to shake these desires. I understand that my dad might never want to have an intimate relationship with me but there has to be some way that I can tell him about my sexuality and what it means to me.
As a child, I vividly recall the nights when I could hear my parents having sex in their room. The sound of their passionate lovemaking filled my ears, and my mother’s soft moans were like a lullaby to me as I drifted off to sleep. These memories have been etched into my mind, and I can’t help but wonder if they contribute to my current feelings.
I have tried to suppress my feelings and avoid being alone with my father. But putting distance between us, only seems to intensify my longing. I am torn between my love for my dad and the forbidden desires that control my life.
Please, help me to understand why I’m like this. I need advice about what if anything I can do to fix my situation. I’m desperate for anyone’s insight.
Sincerely,
Rhonda
Well, what advice can I give someone in her situation ?
Unfortunately, there’s not much that anyone can do until society’s intolerance and hatred changes. Consenting adults, regardless of blood relation, should have the right to love and be intimate with each other. The only option most people like her have is to try and have a very difficult conversation with their family member/s. But sadly, that is not always the best recourse.
When you (Rhonda, I’m talking directly to you here, as well as anyone in a similar situation) consider your own personal struggles, in spite of an innate desire…just imagine that the morality which gave you conflict in the first place is shared, and possibly originating from a parent. That in itself is a recipe for hostility. Which makes it very possible, that such a conversation could alienate the very person you want to spend more time with.
So it’s not difficult to say that even if someone does have that difficult conversation with the family member, they want to be incestuous with, that they’re more than 90% likely to not get the result that they’re hoping for. But maybe, just the act of getting one’s feelings out in the open can offer some relief. Unfortunately, that’s also not guaranteed. This could equally make things worse.
Should it be decided that total alienation is too great of a risk and the idea of having such a talk with the family member you desire gives you nightmares instead of hope. Then perhaps online interaction with other people who identify as incest-sexual is the way to go. The more we grow as a community, the more likely we as Genetically Sexually Attracted will one day be able to openly love are beloved families.
Anyway, let’s end this on a happier note. At least Rhonda has learned that there are others like her and we’re not predators. We’re like everyone else, only we can show love for our immediate families, a little more intimately than most.
You can find me as Blonde Tabu on X (twitter), Reddit, Tiktok, Discord and even ironically on Motherless.
I think of all of you listening, as extended family.
So I am signing off with well wishes and love.
MWAH
ps. I hope you enjoyed Blonde Tabu Podcast 06
Blonde Tabu Podast 06 – Rhonda’ letter is also availble on soundcloud
